Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS, you guys!! Thanks for reading my oh-so-boring blog. hehe.

Well I didn't do anything special for Christmas, Richard came over and he cooked what he call a "traditional" Christmas dinner - basically what he cooks all the time but with oh-so-yummy salad! I can't get enough of those, really! He says it's not fattening but trust me, the SALAD CREAM is the biggest crime to make yourself gain a few pounds. But it's yummy anyway. Well you know what they say, what taste good is bad for you. Besides the romantice Christmas dinner, I went for the Midnight Mass the night before.

Unfortunately I couldn't take any pictures, out of respect for the church etc. But let me try and describe how it was... BREATH-TAKING! Seriously, they had a Choir from Heaven - they sang so beautifully. Especially when one of the guy had a solo singing 'O Holy Night'. [If you don't know that song, youtube it] For those who knows, you know what I mean when I say he sings like JOSH GROBAN.

Here. Click Here. Fantastic isn't it? Damn. Best midnight mass ever. I teared when he sang. OK, enough of Christmas - it's over and now it's time to prepare for the year 2010!

I have been thinking about New Years, and the resolutions I should make. But before I actually do start making myself a better person, I feel the need to say sorry to some of the people who have always been there for me through good and bad times - and yet I forget it and tend to treat them the worst ever. It's funny how 'people' tend to treat the ones who loves them the most - the worst. I've decided to make my apology to these 3 people who I've hurt along the years and I will try my best to be a better person for these people. On a general note, to my friends and family - I am trying to change, but I need your help - I can't do this alone.

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Question of the day.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING IN LONDON?

The search for Job begins.. and continues.

It's been a week of my Job Search, and yet I have NOTHING. Yesterday I thought I'd finally gotten a response, to my disbelieve it was a Job Scam. Apparently it's a 'door-to-door' sales marketing company that pays you solely on commission. I got all excited for NOTHING. Now I know most of you will say 'it's only been a week kat, these things take time..' BLABLABLA.

You see, I just realise something. It's not that job searches take time, it's just ME. I have been applying for retail/waitressing jobs and got NOTHING. You want to know why? Because all of them ask me to send a picture of myself. Because i'm not pretty or attractive enough, I can't work in places in most retails selling clothes for size 2. Obviously they don't say it to your face and it does make sense. But thing is.. every shop is like that on Oxford. WHERE DO FATTIES GO TO? Gosh. I know I'm a fatty and I'm trying to work on it - but being home everyday without is job isn't exactly contributing to my diet plan.

Come on guys, Why wouldn't you want to hire me? I'm so Cute. SEE!

Please give me a Job! I'll promise to make you smile :)

Oh btw, I received another call - inviting me to come for an interview. Unfortunately, I didn't look up on the company before applying. The company is a NATURIST HEALTH SPA. They pay £40 an hour for a hostess/general assistant position. £40 is a lot of money but there's only one ULTIMATE bad part of the job. You'll have to be NAKED! Everyone in there's naked, so you'll have to integrate with them. I just can't imagine allowing people to see my flabby body, or worse, see someone elses flabby body. We'd probably jus sit down together and compare who's flabbier. That's just wrong.

Anyway, back to my job search - I'm beginning to wonder whether going back to Malaysia would be a better choice. Let me know what you guys think :)

Who Else?

Kat Lah.