Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS, you guys!! Thanks for reading my oh-so-boring blog. hehe.

Well I didn't do anything special for Christmas, Richard came over and he cooked what he call a "traditional" Christmas dinner - basically what he cooks all the time but with oh-so-yummy salad! I can't get enough of those, really! He says it's not fattening but trust me, the SALAD CREAM is the biggest crime to make yourself gain a few pounds. But it's yummy anyway. Well you know what they say, what taste good is bad for you. Besides the romantice Christmas dinner, I went for the Midnight Mass the night before.

Unfortunately I couldn't take any pictures, out of respect for the church etc. But let me try and describe how it was... BREATH-TAKING! Seriously, they had a Choir from Heaven - they sang so beautifully. Especially when one of the guy had a solo singing 'O Holy Night'. [If you don't know that song, youtube it] For those who knows, you know what I mean when I say he sings like JOSH GROBAN.

Here. Click Here. Fantastic isn't it? Damn. Best midnight mass ever. I teared when he sang. OK, enough of Christmas - it's over and now it's time to prepare for the year 2010!

I have been thinking about New Years, and the resolutions I should make. But before I actually do start making myself a better person, I feel the need to say sorry to some of the people who have always been there for me through good and bad times - and yet I forget it and tend to treat them the worst ever. It's funny how 'people' tend to treat the ones who loves them the most - the worst. I've decided to make my apology to these 3 people who I've hurt along the years and I will try my best to be a better person for these people. On a general note, to my friends and family - I am trying to change, but I need your help - I can't do this alone.

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Question of the day.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING IN LONDON?

The search for Job begins.. and continues.

It's been a week of my Job Search, and yet I have NOTHING. Yesterday I thought I'd finally gotten a response, to my disbelieve it was a Job Scam. Apparently it's a 'door-to-door' sales marketing company that pays you solely on commission. I got all excited for NOTHING. Now I know most of you will say 'it's only been a week kat, these things take time..' BLABLABLA.

You see, I just realise something. It's not that job searches take time, it's just ME. I have been applying for retail/waitressing jobs and got NOTHING. You want to know why? Because all of them ask me to send a picture of myself. Because i'm not pretty or attractive enough, I can't work in places in most retails selling clothes for size 2. Obviously they don't say it to your face and it does make sense. But thing is.. every shop is like that on Oxford. WHERE DO FATTIES GO TO? Gosh. I know I'm a fatty and I'm trying to work on it - but being home everyday without is job isn't exactly contributing to my diet plan.

Come on guys, Why wouldn't you want to hire me? I'm so Cute. SEE!

Please give me a Job! I'll promise to make you smile :)

Oh btw, I received another call - inviting me to come for an interview. Unfortunately, I didn't look up on the company before applying. The company is a NATURIST HEALTH SPA. They pay £40 an hour for a hostess/general assistant position. £40 is a lot of money but there's only one ULTIMATE bad part of the job. You'll have to be NAKED! Everyone in there's naked, so you'll have to integrate with them. I just can't imagine allowing people to see my flabby body, or worse, see someone elses flabby body. We'd probably jus sit down together and compare who's flabbier. That's just wrong.

Anyway, back to my job search - I'm beginning to wonder whether going back to Malaysia would be a better choice. Let me know what you guys think :)

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Graduation!

Finally I got the pictures for you guys to check out! Unfortunately the weather that day was absolutely dreadful - so we couldn't really take much pictures. Oh well, at least it was a memorable ceremony. But I didn't get to do that 'guailo-throwing-hat-while-jumping' stunt! My hat was flying without my help! After the graduation ceremony, I had my own graduation dinner with just family members - meaning Richard and Joan. Pathetic right? lol Oh yeah, Josh was there to - upon request from my dad, he still thinks Josh and Joan is dating. lol Since the photo uploading thing is like upside down, we shall start with the dinner then work our way up to the ceremony! :) Enjoy!

Here's when Africa meets China. A great United Nations campaign.

And we welcome the 'White boy' into our United Nations circle.

[Josh apparently looks like a guai lo]

Here's well.. Mr and Mrs United Nations?

I'm just speechless, but it was a hell of a dessert!

It's call the GODFATHER! seriously. lol

Spot the Blackie and win £100,000!!

Ella Sy, France - She's the greatest friend I met from Uni.

[like steph of the UK]

This is Winnie's SISTER. According to Winnie, You'll have to compare the nose to know they're related. Try it out! Cover the eyes and mouth. You'll see Winnie with covered eyes and mouth! How cool is that?! :D

Now to the Graduation ceremony! My mum took the pictures, so it's not that clear. Maybe she was too excited? Her daughters graduation ok!

Winnie still got time to pose -.-

After receiving her FIRST CLASS HONOURS. oh.

no wonder got time to pose la.

My mum Fatt Hao at some Italian restaurant after the ceremony.

Think of David now..

See the resemblance? Now we know where he gets it from.

Dad with his Dalai Lama look. Like that Fortune buddha!

I look constipated here.

ME, shaking hands with the Chancellor - THIS WAS WHEN HE RUINED MY PLAN!

I will remember this Sir Chancellor.

blablabla - I shall embarrass that Chinese Girl when she comes up by asking her questions!

"£%!&%£$"!!

All the lecturers and old, boring people.

Only about 4-5 amongst them are my lecturers.

Beautiful Music with a Trumpet. Fa-la-la-la-la by a fatty.

How stereotype can this be?

Winnie, Jon and My + I really don't remember who that guy is.

Sorry! lol But he's Malaysian la.

OK, That's most of the pictures - the others are just, UGLY. And I've deleted them, it's call Public Relations you know? I have to protect my image. Although, the people who reads my blog are those who probably have already seen my worst side. lol

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Thorny Devil's Graduation

Richard slept over last night, so we were playing 'general knowledge' quizzes online to try and get ourselves to fall asleep.

What is a Moloch?

(A) An Australian Animal

(B) A Korean Food

(C) A German Vehicle

(D) A place in France

Did you know that a Moloch is also called 'Thorny Devil' - which is an Australian Lizard. How cool is that? See, we learn something new. At first I read 'Horny Devil' and I kept laughing and shouting

moloch

moloch

moloch

... until I suddenly stopped and realise that calling 'it' 3 times might be a tribal ting'a'ma'git to actually summon something paranormal. Then my face went blank and I went completely silent for about a min...

@_@

Then Richard had to ruin my 'lost in space' mode by asking me 'What is Moloch LA', he uses 'LA' very frequent now - thou it really sounds weird with an African accent. Imagine this

"!XOBILE"

"Please do not yell in the Casino, LA"

BTW, Graduation wasn't as exciting as I thought it would be. The wind was blowing very strongly and the weather was just being a bitch. So we couldn't really take any pictures, cause everytime I stand outside - my cap flies away.

OH! and it was HORRIBLE actually. I was so nervous, hoping that I wouldn't fall down or embarrass myself - so I was rehearsing on what I should do. I kept telling myself this...

Shake his hands, Take the scroll, and Walk down.

And I kept repeating that in my head.. until... Something just HAD to go against what I rehears la! Here's what happened: I went up, shook the old man's hand - said 'Thank You' while he said 'Congratulations'.. well technically the next step was to take the scroll.. but NOOOO.. SOMEBODY wanted to say more than just 'CONGRATULATIONS'. I remember just thinking to myself 'SHIT, I DIDN'T PLAN FOR THIS'. So while he keeps asking me questions, I kept trying to walk away!! It was like this:

Old Man: What are your plans after studies?

Me: WORK [I actually raised my voice because I was nervous]

Old Man: Have you gotten a job?

Me: NO!! [In a voice that's like saying 'what do you think?']

*walks off to take my scroll*

IT WAS HORRIBLE! Now the chancellor is gonna think I'm like some kind of rude Chinese girl. Imagine all the other Chinese people, he wont want to talk to them anymore - and it's all my fault!! T_T

oh and you can watch the video at herts.ac.uk/ceremonies - you'll have to download RealPlayer thou. What I do is I open RealPlayer and just search for the link there instead. My ceremony is the Wednesday [Afternoon], you can just forward to 31mins of the video - cause besides watching me, the rest are really quite insignificant to you. hehe.

OK, it's sleep time @2am.

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Madame Tussauds with all my Beau!

Dad came down yesterday, and FINALLY it wasn't raining today!!! Ironically, instead of enjoying the rainless day - we spent the say INSIDE Madame Tussauds!

YAAAAYY!

It was really fun! Gave me a chance to meet my beaus again! Here's some pictures for my friends to see! :)

Simon Cowell and I :)

Ooo.. Napoleon, don't touch yourself! Let me!

Yeah, you listen here Obama!

Imma gonna Punch YOU bush!

E=MC2 la! Why so stupid Einstein?

NO WILLIAM I WILL NOT MARRY YOU!

for the sake of my best friend Donna.

That's the hole, a little left with more strength.

Tiger Woods gets advice from me.

Me and Georgey when he proposed to me.

I said NO of course. hmph.

The golden couples. Mum and Dad.

Yes Orlando, I know you want me. But it just wouldn't work out between us.

hahaha.. Hope you girls enjoy this.

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Word of the day - JE.A.LOUSY

I was chatting with an old flame late last night, exchanging stories on how our lives are after discontinuing our relationship [meaning-when we stop keeping in touch]. He tells me of things he did for his current GF and how that he loves her so much. Even though I get the impression that he's completely terrified of his girl, and she's like a bit of a control freak. You know what was his reply?

'Well I honestly don't want to hear. Cause when you start listening to other idea of a relationship, you'll start comparing yours and then you'll just end up unhappy. My GF is great and i'm willing to oversee her negatives'

And my response? 'Owh'. How stupid, why didn't I think of that?

WHERE ARE THESE MEN IN THE WORLD?!

So. Being the bitch I am, I started thinking like: -

Why isn't MY relationship like that?

How is it that he can be so happy with that girl?

This isn't fair! So what do I do next? RANT TO MY BEST FRIEND, aka Valarie Chan.

Kat: BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH GF of his!!

Val: why you hating?

Kat: *stops and reflect* hmm why?

"Love sees sharply, hatred sees even sharper, but JEALOUSY sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time" - Arabic Proverb

I shall not continue writing, instead, go lie down and start wanting what I have- rather than the need to have what I want. Though I still really think that girl is NOT PRETTY. hmph. Oh well, I guess the defending quote would be - You can't change the leopard spots, or 'You can take the girl out of the Jungle, but you can't take the jungle out of her'. bwahaha. How contradicting. No wonder got war happening in the world.

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Does Sleep Dancing exist?

I just came back from watching the Phantom of the Opera. UNFORTUNATELY, I'm in Hatfield :( why? Because I had to accompany my cousin back to Hatfield, she has classes early in the morning tomorrow. So I'll have to bunk with Richard. Although quite frankly I really do not like bunking in here, the bed is small and he shares the room with another friend. And everytime I'm here, he'll have to go sleep outside - Which makes me feel bad. However, now I'm currently in his room, using his laptop, while he is working at DHL, with his friend sleeping on the ground.

OH! WAIT! *turns and look at him*

I swear, he seems to be dancing in his sleep!! As I'm writing this, he seems to be moving his legs left and right - with his right hand up [palm wide open]. Let me try and ta

ke a picture. Gosh. I don't know if I should start playing some music, maybe he'll start to move more?

AH-HA! Got a pic!! Check this out.

Sleep Dancing! Ay-Ka-Ram-BA!

See. Wasn't shitting you. So funny. OH, BTW it's his birthday today. Happy Birthday Tobi boy! Maybe that's why he was dancing? Clubbing in his sleep. Anyway, Michelle is coming this Saturday - can't wait! I'm really missing Valarie and Michelle very much already, and no, I'm not writing because I know you guys read my blog. Anyway guys, haven't really thought of a change today - will keep you posted, or rather myself posted on what exactly I should work on. Till next time.

Who Else?

Kat Lah.

Remove the OLD, Bring in the NEW!

I believe I've been inactive for a year now. Although clearly I have no other readers besides my 2 best friends in the world [Michelle and Val]. It's Okay, as long as they're reading, the world is reading as far as I'm concerned!

Since 2010 is just only a month or so away, I've decided it's time for a change! You know what? TRASH THAT! In fact I think the change should commence once I turn 21 years old. Which falls on the 1st of December, if both my friends have forgotten. This change will be.. hmm I honestly haven't really gave it much thought. All I know is that I don't want to be that Bitchy girl, and be more friendly like my cousin - Joan. I know this may sound greatly odd to my friends, but I strongly believe that my cousin is probably the most friendly person in the world. She makes friends extremely fast, and practically everyone loves her! And I guess what I'm trying to say is, the first change would be - to become MUCH friendlier.

Of course that will not be the only change. There's obviously plenty more of ME that needs changing, but considering its 7am in the morning and I haven't gotten any sleep - I think the rest of the changes will just have to wait till the next day.

BTW, am going to watch Phantom Of The Opera with mum and cousin tonight [Wednesday]. Please do hate me for that, I know you're very much jealous. HA!

Who Else?

Kat lah.